Dearest Deweyers
How are you? I've really missed you a lot,
I feel safe and free here hehe
Now that the end of the year is so near,
I feel my mind has become more reflective than ever :)
The big questions like 'Who are you?'
or 'What's your purpose in life?' are filling my thoughts.
I was explaining to a friend the other day that sometimes I think so deep and far,
I feel like I'm plummetting into an endless hole... now that is a scary place to be.
But at the same time I think I enjoy it too,
perhaps because it's a space in my mind where no one can reach.
She reminded me that I should live life as it comes,
to enjoy each day and not plan out my life before I even live it.
I'm so paranoid about making the right decisions,
not stepping on other peoples' toes...
it's hard for me to enjoy the moment :)
As a new goal for 2011...I shall live in the moment
and not worry too much :)
I always pictured my dream christmas to be a banquet of delicious food
on a candle lit table with carols playing in the background and
a bunch of loved ones laughing and chatting about their
stupid moments throughout the year hehee.
Though mine was a little more quiet than this,
it was spent with people that matter so much to me..
Wherever your Christmases were
I hope they were lovely and spent with people you love!
Here are some photos of my neighbour
who decorated their house with beautiful christmas lights :)
Can you believe it's almost 2011?
My golly goodness!
Have a wonderful week dear friends :)