Dewey Discovery in festive seasons

Dearest Deweyers

How are you? I've really missed you a lot,

I feel safe and free here hehe

Now that the end of the year is so near,

I feel my mind has become more reflective than ever :)

The big questions like 'Who are you?'

or 'What's your purpose in life?' are filling my thoughts. 

I was explaining to a friend the other day that sometimes I think so deep and far,

I feel like I'm plummetting into an endless hole... now that is a scary place to be.

But at the same time I think I enjoy it too,

perhaps because it's a space in my mind where no one can reach.

She reminded me that I should live life as it comes,

to enjoy each day and not plan out my life before I even live it.

I'm so paranoid about making the right decisions,

not stepping on other peoples' toes...

it's hard for me to enjoy the moment :)

As a new goal for 2011...I shall live in the moment

and not worry too much :)

I always pictured my dream christmas to be a banquet of delicious food
on a candle lit table with carols playing in the background and
a bunch of loved ones laughing and chatting about their
stupid moments throughout the year hehee. 

Though mine was a little more quiet than this,
it was spent with people that matter so much to me..

Wherever your Christmases were

I hope they were lovely and spent with people you love!

Here are some photos of my neighbour

who decorated their house with beautiful christmas lights :)

Can you believe it's almost 2011?

My golly goodness!

Have a wonderful week dear friends :)